Do not worry about your perceived inability to embody the truth you know. In fact, it’s not even up to you. The “you” who believes you’re not there yet. It’s already done.
Your contribution is your sincerity, the deep willingness within that desires the ‘real’. Don’t focus so much on becoming more of something, focus instead on enjoying the miracle you already are. Understand that the motion toward a more full blooming, is already happening.
The flower blooms in its appropriate season; do not rush the perfection of life. Rather, enjoy the perfection of where you are.